I am not tenacious. Tenacious is defined as tending to keep a firm hold of something; clinging or adhering closely. I am resilient and enduring; I am not tenacious.
My daughter is tenacious. When she wants to learn a new skill, she goes all out. She wanted to learn how to swing so she did it without stopping until she figured it out and mastered it. Same with learning to swim and dive. She does not give up.
I am not like her. I am scared to fail so I rarely make progress towards my goals. By not making progress, I haven't really failed, at least in my mind. You can't fail if you never start!
Yes, I understand that is a terrible rationalization but it got me here so I guess I should be thankful?
Anyhow, this is how we got here. A month into my year of progress with very little progress. Tenacious Tuesday will be my way of keeping accountability to my goals.
Win: I met with a financial planner, twice now! We put together a budget (I am now on a cash plan only). She said my situation was not nearly as bad as I think it is. We will meet again in a month to see how my first month of budgeting went.
Win: Right after I went to the ATM to get my cash out for the week, I found 5 bucks in the snow! Yay for me!
Win: I am making homemade chicken noodle soup for my kids tonight!
Win: I have been hard at work creating my goals for the next year for my life and business.
Fail: I logged my lowest amounts of steps this week.
Fail: I had to put my gym membership on hold due to the budget.
Fail: I still haven't cleared my driveway of all the snow.
Fail: I haven't worked out in quite some time.
Well now, that wasn't so hard! Feels good to have an equal number of wins and fails.
Tomorrow I will start Weigh In Wednesday. Weight loss is a huge goal that has been holding me down for many years now. I feel like if I could just conquer this obstacle, everything in my life will sparkle and be perfect! So not true, but that is how it feels. I am not one of those women who hopes to love herself once she loses weight. I do love myself most of the time and just want my insides to match my outsides. I do want someone to love me one day as far as a romantic partner goes and I would like to offer my best self.
Speaking of that, I had a great idea for a coaching product: Best Life Yet. So in order for me to coach authentically and not feel like a fraud, I need to get to MY best life yet. As a coach I sell myself and clients will know if I am legit or not!
In the future I hope to set more mini goals for myself and then tie them to Tuesdays. Hold me accountable!